A Story of Parental Alienation, Suicide, and Narcisissm


I often wonder how many men and women in the Western World are afflicted with Narcissistic Personality Disorder. And, I wonder how many men, women, and children have suffered to the point of having their lives ruined because, in general our society has failed to recognize or understand this serious social plague.
I wrote “Tears In The Rain” because I stood by and helplessly watched my stepchild abandon her mother at the age of fourteen. She was victimized by a ten year vendetta her father waged against her mother seeking revenge after their divorce.  In retrospect it is crystal clear to me how he manipulated his own daughter to terminate her relationship with her mother and become extremely vitriolic and eventually remove herself completely from her mother’s life. If I knew then what I know now I could have stopped it. I failed, but I hope this book will help others succeed. I am convinced in many cases Parental Alienation can be prevented if it is recognized early enough by trained professionals. Read More

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I was very interesting to recently come across a blog written by a victim of Parental Alienation who writes about regaining a sense of a “purposed life” by creating something new  from something old and broken, specifically old wooden benches. The blog is an interesting mixture describing the pain and  the hope of those suffering from alienation attempting to find solace and rebuild their lives.

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gaslight-1People who have not been touched by Parental Alienation by a malignant narcissist can find it impossible to understand a victim’s suffering. Yet, victims find it difficult to understand why friends, family, Family Courts, etc. etc. If you are the targeted parent it is so clear and obvious what is happening to you and your child. But, the experience is so far beyond the normal relationship between parents and children that unaffected people find it almost impossible to comprehend it exists. So, they often inadvertently support the abuser by blaming the victim.

Victimized parents often withdraw from their own families and potential support groups. The abuser in these situations has succeeded in making the victim believe the problem with the affected child is his/her creation. The shame and guilt felt by victims drives them to an unwarranted lifetime suffering from the belief they have somehow been cruel or abusive or have even gone insane. They may not understand but some are manipulated to believe they have actually abused the children they so much love. Unfortunately, there are too few sources of professional support.

The lonely, painful isolation of victimized adults (and children) has resulted in the severe depression sometimes leading to suicide.

This process making an ex-spouse believe he/she is insane is often referred to as Gaslighting, an insidious strategy described in the great 1944 film, Gaslight.  It is a beautiful depiction of a woman manipulated by her husband intent on convincing her she has gone insane.

Speaking of films, a nonprofit group on the West Coast is in the process of making a film called “Erasing Family.” Previously, they created “Erasing Dad.” Check out their website at www.erasingfamily.org.

“Just Ask My Children”

I am re-posting a Facebook post of January 22 regarding the film “Just Ask My Children.” I have withheld the name and thread only out of respect for the author’s privacy. The film should be encouraging to anyone experiencing Parental Alienation or who doubts that children can be turned against parents. It is easier than most people think.

“If you have time, a good movie to watch is called, “Just ask my Children” It is a true story. It teaches us how easy it is to turn innocent children against loving caring parents. In the movie they show the strategies the alienator used to get CPS involved. They show how the police actually stormed in to the home and removed the children. The parents went to prison even after the child confessed they were wrong in what they had said. It does give you hope because there comes a point in the child’s life when he goes, “wait a minute I don’t think any of that happened I think we where just saying what people wanted us to say.” The child realizes this after he was in the military. It has been a long time since I have seen the movie (7yrs) but I remember after watching it I felt validated about what was happening to my kids and myself. I watched it before I had ever heard of the words Parental Alienation. Btw this actually happened in Bakersfield Ca where I live!! My lawyer at time actually told me that there is no way a child would turn against their mother and he had knowledge of this case for sure. What a nightmare!! Oh the movie is on Netflix.”

Note: Also available through Amazon.

Thoughts from a PhD Candidate in Psychology

I do understand that these posts may seem self-serving attempts to promote “Tears In The Rain.”  But I hope anyone who reads them understands my goal  is to increase people’s awareness that Parental Alienation not only exists but is a terrible epidemic spreading throughout the country. Too often the offense is committed by true narcissists who are extremely dangerous people but little understood and, until recently, not very well recognized and difficult to identify. I am including  a recent review of the book written by a doctoral student in psychology specializing in family relationships. It supports the argument the book could be very helpful to people dealing with victims of narcissism and dysfunctional family relationships,  including Parental Alienation.

“I was hooked after the very first chapter! I could hardly put it down, the few times I did, I couldn’t wait to pick it back up. As a doctoral candidate in psychology I believe that “Tears in The Rain” should be required reading not just for fellow students but anyone who works in the Family Court System, Law Enforcement, or with Victims of Abuse (of any kind). This book brings out our compassion and a primal sense of protection of our fellow man. It also brings to light just how manipulative the human race can be toward one another especially those who are Narcissistic. Narcissism is not new but has not been recognized until recently. The word is thrown around too often to describe those of self character but True Narcissism goes way beyond someone just being hateful to another. This book contains strong language that may be offensive to some but I believe the language is suitable considering the subject matter. I suggest getting your hands on a copy, reading it, and sharing it with your friends and family. The only way to help those that work with Abuse Victims is to stand together and stop abuse before it starts.

Demand A Forensic Psychologist

tears-2I have often thought that if I knew then what I know now I could have intervened and prevented the total rejection of my wife by her own daughter.  Unfortunately, I failed to recognize and understand that people afflicted with a Narcissistic Personality Disorder completely lack empathy. They can fake it very well and deceive their target while they clandestinely work their scheme to manipulate a child and punish their ex. They are very good at deceiving social workers, judges, and even child psychologists. But, the bottom line remains the same: they lack empathy and do not care about their victims. They only care about preserving or rebuilding their fantasized, grandiose self-image. By the time the targeted parent decides to seek help the damage is  often done and neither the courts nor the mental health community can either understand or intervene.

In my opinion, it is essential to involve an independent FORENSIC PSYCHOLOGIST as soon as it becomes apparent a child is conflicted and caught in the middle of a toxic divorce or separation. Why? Because the child may begin displaying behavior that would erroneously lead a parent to believe the child needs therapy. Parental alienation is not so much a psychological problem as it is a dysfunctional family dynamic that will typically be missed by most child psychologists who practice “play therapy.”

A forensic psychologist practices at the intersection of psychology and the law. They are much more likely to recognize and understand the nature and legal implications of emotional child abuse and the dynamic that exists between the narcissistic parent and the victimized child. Forensic psychologists command respect in the courts who tend to rely on their expertise.

My recommendation is to demand a family evaluation by a forensic psychologist as soon as the targeted parent suspects an issue. The narcissist will probably object and resist but that, in itself, should be a red flag to a judge that something is very wrong. Hopefully, if this evaluation is done early the presiding judge can be objective and better protect the child and targeted parent.

Always remember that an NPD is incapable of empathy so do not be seduced by apologies and promises.  An NPD is accomplished at deception and manipulation. He/she is incapable of mercy and will use your own compassion against you.



Mother’s Love, Children’s Hate

womanphoneMy wife is a high school teacher and students often tell her they wish she was their mother. Yet, she has two daughters who will have absolutely nothing to do with her.

How does that make sense?  It doesn’t unless you understand she, like the children, is a victim of a vindictive narcissist who relieves his anxiety and self-hate by manipulating them to share his hate.  She has not seen, talked with, or received  any communication from either for over three years.  Yet, she leaves a message or text every day.  She still cries at night although the last time she spoke with either she was told what a terrible person she is.

It’s very difficult to not blame yourself when you are a victim.  But, she, like all victims, need to keep trying.